The Journey of My Debut Romantic Mystery Thriller Novel: Still Finding You- When Love Becomes A Disease

Written By Ashiq Nur

9/11/20252 min read

Still Finding You Novel By Ashiq Nur
Still Finding You Novel By Ashiq Nur

When I first began writing Still Finding You, I had no idea how deeply it would change me as both a person and an author. It started as nothing more than scattered thoughts—emotions I couldn’t put into words, questions about love, betrayal, and forgiveness that refused to leave my mind. Slowly, those thoughts turned into a story. And that story became my first novel. A 264-page Romantic Mystery Thriller Novel.

Where It All Began

I still remember the moment I wrote the very first line. I was unsure, hesitant, and full of doubt. Could I really finish a book? Could I put on paper something that would feel real to readers? But every day I wrote a little more, and soon the characters stopped being just “characters.” They started breathing, hurting, and loving right in front of me.

The Struggles Behind the Pages

Writing this novel wasn’t easy. There were days I felt lost in the complexity of emotions I was trying to capture. Nights when I wondered if anyone would ever read or connect with it. But something inside me kept pushing forward. Maybe because Still Finding You wasn’t just a story—it was a reflection of so many feelings that live in all of us: longing, love, fear, revenge, and hope.

That Moment of Holding My First Book

No matter how many words I write in the future, I will never forget the day I held my first printed copy of Still Finding You. The weight of it wasn’t just paper and ink—it was years of dreams, late nights, and persistence. It was proof that no matter how uncertain we feel, we can always create something lasting if we don’t give up.

What This Book Means to Me

For me, Still Finding You is more than just a romantic thriller. It’s a reminder that love can be complicated, that trust can break, and that sometimes the people we hold closest can become strangers. But it also shows that even through darkness, there’s always a search for meaning, for closure, for love.

And Lastly......

Writing this novel has given me courage—the courage to keep telling stories, even in different genres. Still Finding You will always remain my first step, my foundation as an author. And I’m grateful for everyone who has been part of this journey with me—whether you read the book, shared a word of encouragement, or simply believed in me.

This is just the beginning. My journey as a writer continues, and I can’t wait to share more stories with you. I have decided to shift to a different genre this time. Currently, I'm working on my next book- An Inspirational Novel is on the way!!

See you soon... Till then- Sayonara!!

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